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To the MCS family, 
I am honoured to be part of all of you even for the shortest time. I might have baby- sitted you for a week but I can never forget the friendship, experience and memories established with all of you. Thank you for accepting me in the team. I might not be the best stage manager you can ever have but I must say it was one of the best unforgettable moments in my life :’) 


To Ibu whom I never knew had a role I twilight, wow you did amazing! You managed to pull of your role as a mother although you were so reluctant and hesitant the first time. I know it was especially tough for you cus had the biggest role other than Amin. (mane asik nak tukar baju, nak nangis, nak jadi twilight hahah) I salute you. You have been such a great role model for your team. You have been the pillar of support for all your babies for the past 2 1/2 years. Three years taught me a lot about you. Well whatever happens, I’m sure this is not the end for you cus there’s endless of opportunities out there. I’m glad that I was given a chance to work with you ad well as being part of you and your team. It was a commendable teamwork! Thank you for having me. I’m sorry if I wasn’t good enough. Hope you tak serik kerja with me. For now, rest well and study hard for the A levels!  xxx


To Amin who slapped my hand hard while opening the curtain, you were great! I’ve never seen you so angsty before and wow you really proved to everyone that not only you’re capable of playing music but acting as well. Hmm.. I know your cheek must have hurt and is still hurting but that’s part and parcel of acting right. Three years and I’ve seen you bloom into someone so passionate. I’m sorry for always rushing you to do so many things. Hope you tak serik. For now, rest well and study hard for the A levels!  xxx


To Alya who is always so eager to see your peers perform every other time and end up being stubborn, you did a great job! (she is really supportive ok,berape banyak kali kene marah also still want to watch from the curtain) Although it was your first time acting, you had so much excitement in you that I could see how much you wanted this to happen. But then again, this is not the end. You still have a long journey to take up bigger roles. I’m sorry if I got a little angry at you cus you were too supportive. Hope you didn’t take it to heart. For now, rest well and study hard for the examinations!  xxx


To Suki who forgot all about me, you did really well! Although you always love to add lip after my lights go off, I must say that you are the most hyped up girl in the group be it as an actress or a vice president. You did great as a leader so keep up the good work. I’m sorry cus you had to see me in tears. Hope you didn’t take it to heart. For now, rest well and study hard for the A levels!  xxx


To Diana “eh sial ah aku jatuh” hahaha I’ll always remember your moment on stage. If the first I’d remember you for the awesome dance moves, now I’d remember you for the heels (and the sepak too ). You did amazing and you were mostly calm! I love your energy level cus you’re always the first to entertain everyone and the last to knock off in the train even though you’re so drained. Thank you for making me feel appreciated all the time. Keep up the great work and I’m sure you’ll be able to lead the group well! I’m sorry if I wasn’t up to your expectations. Hope we can work together again in future. For now, stop disturbing people with your Cubie, rest well and study hard for the examinations! I NEED WILL MUST SEE YOU IN YEAR 3 NEXT YEAR! xxx

Lastly : “where have you been all my lak ak ak ak ak af” *hands up up 


To Shima who didn’t wear proper costume up on stage, you were fantastic! You really made me cry, no joke. I know it’s tough for you to be crying all the time but you pull of well, good job. I’ve known you for three years now and I must say that I’ve seen you grow into someone so strong despite everything. You may have many commitments but do prioritize well ok.  I’m sorry cus I had to just get you out on stage even with the plain tee. Hope you didn’t take it to heart. For now, rest well and study hard for the A levels!  xxx


To Nadia who almost accidentally said “sial” when Shima got pushed so hard, you were really good! Lucky you cover up eh. I love to see your watak cus you never fail to make me laugh with your irritating but geeky character. I’m sure if given a bigger role in a play, you’d be able to pull of even better. My best wishes are with you as you will be taking over Ibu’s throne. And I’m sorry if you had to suffer from heat stroke outside the LR cus it was too crampy inside. Hope you feel better now haha. For now, rest well and study hard for the examinations!  xxx


To Suhana who had a huge shock when it’s your scene cus you were too nervous,  you did amazing! (kesian dia seksa tau pakai stoking sebab gelap sungguh) I saw a huge transformation of you when you were acting. You were so shy the first time I knew you but now you’re full of confident, good job. It was really nice working with you. I’m sorry if I made you angry cus you initially had to carry chairs after everything ended. Hope you didn’t take it to heart. For now, rest well and study hard for the A levels!  xxx


To Mimi who always forget her lines and constantly having fights with with me throughout the entire production, you did superb! “I just want to be someone you’d be proud of ..” and with no regrets, I’m a proud sister to have you up there on stage and giving your all. I know how badly you wanted this and make everyone proud of you despite the small role you had in the play but I must say that you really pull of well. For three years that I’ve known you, I must say that you’ve grown into someone who is of high determination and have big dreams. Thank you for tolerating and accepting my nonsense from start right to the end. Now that production is over, you have absolutely NO reasons to rest your eyes in every lesson or SLEEP in short. I’m sorry for always scolding you to keep the LR doors close all the time. Hope you didn’t take it to heart. For now, rest and prioritize well and study hard for the A levels!  xxx


To Izyan who is always so full of character,you did amazing be it as an actress or the technical person! I’m glad that I could work with you. I’m sure it was tough for you given the shortest time period to rehearse your lines but you pull of well. I’m sorry if I did trouble you or anything. Hope you tak serik. For now, rest well and study hard for the A levels! xxx


To Hafiz who is so cute by nature, you did a good job! Although sometimes your articulation might not be clear cus you love to stumble upon every word that you say but I’m sure you did the best that you could. Your president must be really proud of you. Keep up the good work and I hope to see you in the upcoming events of MCS. I’m sorry for always asking you to stop blocking  from my area cus i’ve got no space. Hope you didn’t take it to heart. For now, rest well and study hard for the examinations!  xxx


I wish I could do and say the same for my tarian family and be a proud mama too just like Aishah .. But it’s ok. I shall pass my throne to my future president to bring my team to even greater heights amin. Finally, Aishah, Shaik, Asyikin, Sukainah, Aqasah, Fitri, Shalin, Aziemah, Amirah, Natasha and Amirul, your journey doesn’t end here. Maaf not are in the picture cus I didn’t get to take with all. A successful production and I love all of you ♡
Perhaps someday when I passed on .. things will get better.
myrahriberhus:

This. Childish but whatever it is still my sister, my half, my twin, my bestfriend. We may not have been able to spend as much time for this time period. Im more than happy we got to spend some time together even if it’s for a short while. And for as many times as I’ve repeatedly said and will always say. Iloveyou ∞ and beyond. Beyond anything/everything.
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Dear Allah,

I’m sure you know best of the happenings in this world.

I’m missing her too much that only you could tell.

I’m secretly wishing that things would get better in time.

Please always look over her and protect her wherever she is.

♡ ∞

daitro:

I care about everyone’s feelings more than mine. Maybe that’s why my emotions are so fucked up all the time.
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